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height= 5'3"
highest weight= 145lbs
starting weight= 138lbs
current= 129lbs
lowest weight= 123lbs
goal one= 130 (reached)
goal two= 125
goal three= 120
goal four: 115
goal five: 110
goal six: 105
ultimate goal: 100

I'm a massive complainer, I always wear clothing that are suited for skinny girls but I'm a stupid bitch and I wear it anyway. I don't want to be that fat stupid bitch anymore. I want to be motivated. I lost my will power. I'm binging in larger amounts everyday. No matter how hard I try I can't get myself to PURGE. I'm upset, I keep telling myself it's a new week, try harder, then fuck up. I'm a mess and it's suddenly a massive struggle for me.

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I found my willpower.

Yesterday all I ate was some salad and a turkey sandwich.

Today I had milk and a turkey sandhich. 

And that turkey sandwich is around 200~ calories.

surely under 500.

I’m a 126.5lbs now. I lost two pounds.

I’m gonna keep eating like this until I reach my goal weight.

105… 110.. idk what to make it.. but I just want to lose weight until my arms are small, my boobs are a C cup or smaller, my thighs don’t touch, and my stomach is flat. Idk what weight I will have to be to get that. 

today was a fail.

breakfast= toast with peanut butter and jam.

lunch= some salad, but then I had some bread with some dip… then some ice cream :(

dinner= rice & green beans…

blehhhh….

and it’s only 3:40…

I will be tempted to eat again. fuck. I’ll just have fruit. w.w

Can’t believe myself.

oh my god. PERFECTION.

oh my god. PERFECTION.

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